PRELIMS I HATE YOU x(

argh...i cant believe prelims is coming. and i'm not even half done. sometimes i jus feel i'm seriously not cut out to do mugging or all these exams crap. hais. i'm jus not made to be smart=(( i'm trying hard to study but they all seems o foreign. and who can guarantee me reading them would equate to them being retained in that empty head of mine=( sobs. i'm jus robbed and sapped of every tinge of hope and confidence le=( Lord, help me.....

my future is bleak...hais. but nvm i duno wad i want to do in future either haha. anw i'm looking forward to this saturday's fun fair. yay. selling cookies. yay yay. that's one thing that's happy haha =) oh wells. sadded.

you know i don want to talk bout it now.
i hope you understand
i cant guarantee the future.